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She Never Liked Goodbyes
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Status: Feverish and Out | Pronouns: She/Her GMing Die Fabulous | Old Gods of Appalachia CROWNED IRON DM 2023!! WOW!! Last edited by Strangemund; Oct 4th, 2023 at 12:38 PM. |
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Status: semi-retired Pronouns: she/her Last edited by Syne; Oct 3rd, 2023 at 07:46 PM. |
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Winter 1926 After the Bill fiasco Leslie moved to New York. He’d had a good run of casting by leaning into his family name, promising producers he’d speak with his parents about possible financing for movies he had sizable roles in. The trick only lasted a couple months before word got around that no such money ever materialized, but in that time he landed a number of co-starring roles. Enough to give him exposure and make him feel like he was gaining momentum when the telegram came. LESLIE: RETURN HOME. MOTHER DEAD. -JOSEPH SPIEGEL So the old gal had finally given up the ghost. She’d never been much of a mother, really. More like an older sister or naughty aunt, always encouraging him and his friends to get into the kind of trouble she imagined boys his age should be involved in. She’d always delighted in his tales of mischief and excess, and was no stranger to trouble herself. Always the life of the party, her drinking and antics were famous amongst the East Coast elite. Yet they all forgave her for it. She had a way with people that made them fall in love with her, and she forged the social connections his father never could. If she was a butterfly, his father was a stump. It wasn’t a lifestyle that lent itself to good health, however. At his father’s insistence, Leslie had gone and gotten a new suit made for the funeral. It was a dignified and solemn affair, exactly the sort of thing she would have hated. Afterwards his father gave him a short but obviously well-rehearsed speech, probably written well before his mother’s passing. ”Leslie, I funded your mother’s dissolute lifestyle to her ruin, and I refuse to do the same to my son. You may return home and come work for me, or you may continue to do whatever it is you want to; the latter, however, you will do without my support, financial or otherwise.” He knew it was pointless to argue with his father - his mother had been the only one ever capable of changing his mind - so Leslie didn’t even try. He spent the night, collected those items he considered his own, several more he felt he deserved, and left the next morning back to New York City and stardom. Autumn 1927 Leslie stood at his dresser in an A-shirt, boxers, and sweat. The day had been a grind in a long line of daily grinds. He’d been to three casting calls that morning, producing no more result than the usual vague platitudes of possible phone calls. This was followed by six hours standing outside a makeshift sound stage in Queens in brutal heat, hoping to get work as an extra, only to be told shooting had been canceled for the day. Grunts and curses of passion filtered through the wall of his room as he poured himself two fingers of scotch and began rolling himself a cigarette on the dresser top. He rented his room by the week, but his “neighbors” paid by the hour. Ms. Brown, his landlady, had taken a liking to him and sympathized with his plight. She claimed keeping him around gave her place some class and boosted her girls’ morale. If he’d been honest with himself, it had the opposite effects on him. He slugged back his drink then licked the paper and sealed his joint. He enjoyed the warmth spreading through his chest a moment before opening the top dresser drawer and rooting through the assorted miscellanies it contained. Decent cigarettes had been the first thing to go. Well, cocaine had been the first thing to go, but it had never been more than a party thing for Les, so it didn’t bother him much. In point of fact, parties had been the first thing to go. Parties (and with them cocaine,) followed by decent cigarettes, his apartment, all his actor friends (Bill had been right on that point, even here in New York,) his faith in himself, and finally his faith in humanity as a whole. Mixed throughout had gone most of the things nabbed from home, sold off to pawnbrokers and bootleggers, until all he had left was decent liquor, this grubby brothel motel room, a couple suits, a set of luggage, his book and his fishing gear. That last would, undoubtedly, be the next to go. The decent liquor would undoubtedly be the last. A man must have standards, after all. If he couldn’t have a decent drink at the end of his day, then what was the point? His hand found the book of matches it had been looking for, and Les lit his cigarette, breathing deep of smoke and flame, filling his lungs until it poured over into that other place inside him - the place where all the smoke and booze and sex and praise went, blazing in a moment of righteous joy at its precipice before falling into the bottomless dark forever. He refused to go back home in defeat. He couldn’t stomach the thought of giving his father that satisfaction. He just needed one more break, one more chance to really make things happen. After that summer in Appalachia he’d returned riding high; he needed to capture that energy, that magic, again. He smirked at the thought. Reaching again into the top drawer, he pulled out an envelope addressed to him. Opening it, he took out a small sachet of blue paper and a folded letter. He turned the blue packet over in his hands, a genuine smile gracing his face. Granny Innes had given it to him when he’d left ‘Stray House,’ explaining its power and use to him, knowing full well he didn’t believe a word of it. Maybe he should take it down to the Hudson before his next audition and whisper the name of the director. The letter had come later, the following summer. Apparently Duncan had seen one of his films, Blind Behemoth, and sung his praises to his mother. So much so that Granny had written him directly to congratulate him, despite never having actually seen it, stating it “sounded a proper yarn.” Les gave the sachet a last look before placing both back in the envelope and into the drawer. No, the only magic was that of the cinema itself. The letter was proof enough of that. His film, modest as it was, had inspired a man to inspire his gruff old mother to send a letter from the depths of nowhere to a near stranger in praise. Blowing smoke out his nostrils, content for the moment, Les poured out the last of the bottle into his glass before reaching for the bundle of scripts his agent had left with Ms. Brown the day before. He had enough money to last him the month, a week more if he lived lean. Somewhere in these pages there had to be what he was looking for - the role of a lifetime. As he shuffled through them an envelope fell to the floor. Picking it up he saw his name scrawled across the front in a semi-familiar hand. Had Duncan caught another one of his more prominent roles, perhaps in The Gardens of Ur this time? He had to admit he thought he was quite good in that one. With a chuckle he slid his knife through the envelope top and pulled out the letter within. His face froze as he read its contents. Granny Innes was dead. He was struck by a sudden violent surge of emotion, and that place inside him convulsed and shuddered and sucked all thought and warmth from him, leaving only a cold hard lump that brought stinging tears to his eyes. His hand reached out for his glass and brought it to his lips, the brief surge of heat jumpstarting his brain. Why would he be invited to the old woman’s wake? Why would she care about him and desire his presence? Why would anyone? And the most confusing: Why did he care about her? His hand grabbed the bottle to pour another drink. Its emptiness sparked a rage inside him, and he threw it across the room to shatter against the far wall. Leslie stared at the broken shards of glass on the stained carpet for a long time, as if they were sharp, lethal jigsaw pieces to the puzzle of his misery. Eventually he began to move, carefully, mechanically, packing his fine black suit and what little else he hadn’t pawned off into his suitcases. He showered, and at sunup he got a fresh haircut and shave before boarding the first train headed south.
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— Constructive Criticism Welcomed! —
Leslie Blake, Uppity Thespian who Moves Like a Catamount |
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It was the perfect day for sangers to go out sangin' in that the novices would go out unafraid of rain, able to watch for poisonous and treacherous things without lamplight. The numbers of them would lead to unintentional meet ups with the veteran rooters. Would lead to arguments. Could lead to gunshots. J Windell, having been both eager neonate and young elder in terms of ginseng getting, had no desire to deal with audible conflict today. Not that he ever sought out such, but today he was particularly adverse to shovel scuffles. This is why he chose to take a wagon ride to the Stray House rather than walk the base of the mountain and sneak his way up. He'd been gone just long enough to know that there were patches that would get searched.
This is what he told himself anyway. Truth is, J Windell had a footstep on a shadow of a doubt that he no longer had permission to go searching atop the mountain and down the holler. He'd been given the green word by Granny Innes way back when. Did Death rescind it? He had to pay respects and in turn ask if he was still allowed. Best he take ride with an old friend what was now a top teamster and listen to how things changed. Of course he didn't say much. Didn't need to. The friend liked to talk to the horses. The steeds knew when to stall. With a hat tip and nod, J Windell took his things and took his leave. A minute later, his friend lost sight of him. The teamster was not surprised. The horses might have seen him, but they weren't talking. It was the filled fort that caught his eyes. Didn't take much of a stray from the path to the house to find it. He just knew to go there first. Maybe his friend told him. Maybe the horses did communicate. If you weren't there, you didn't know who said what. Point is, J Windell crouched down and stared at gravel for quite a spell. How you supposed to sing if they dam up your mouth? He considered all the tools he brought with him. Thought up ways to remove the gravel. A couple that came to mind were decidedly wrong. Explosively wrong. Tried to remember the last time he was in the fort. Wasn't there a passage that led to another passage and another and you could bypass the whole of the town? Didn't he help someone get out of town this way? It made sense. If Granny Innes, or her unseen friends, didn't want escape to happen, the path would be blocked. Who was that back then? Was there more than one who escaped? They're small rocks. Dig 'em out. He didn't have time to dig them all out now. Might take a lifetime. But it needed done someday. J Windell chose to just take a few rocks for now. Didn't need to ask Death or Granny Innes to take away some gravel. Just had to make sure to pick the right rocks. Eventually the traveler made it to the House. It was locked. Locked. He thought this must be what preacher types would call blasphemy. Finally understood the word. He read the note. Maisie came back? Neither teamster nor horses had told him about the lock or who all in the family was around these days. Maybe he should have asked a question or four. Maybe then he'd know how he knew where the key was hanging. This has to be a trick. J Windell did not touch the door. Or the lock. Just let the letter be and stepped away. Stepped to where Kermit or Maisie would see him easy enough. See him and know there would be no need for argument or gunshot. He took out the freshly picked rocks, considered why he picked them. One was the shape of a bullet, weathered with age. Another had a certain polish, a certain shine. One of them just looked real pretty. Amongst the mundane gravel, J Windell had found somehow semi precious stones. |
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The stones were on the ground now, scattered in a way that was somehow very haphazardly and very deliberately. He waited for something. Someone. But only for a minute.
It was the oncoming overcoat that caught the eyes of J Windell before the whole of the wearer did. Under cover of moonless nights, or within a fair share of fog, the wearer could go unnoticed if slow moving. Besides certain trees, could go unnoticed if not moving at all. Made with proper material and length for preventing scratches from sticker bushes. The person who walked here wearing that knew well before hand it was perfect for travel here. The traveler had clearly been here before. Sorry? Why? The questions faded as the eyes across from him caught a certain light. Reflection from one of the rocks that perhaps only J Windell noticed. The horses were well out of line of sight. Familiarity to be found. That happens sometimes with family. Have you been waiting long? He figured the speaker was referring to his arrival and the posted letter. He turned his face left and right just enough to indicate a definitive no. He had full intention on saying nothing, but there was that familiarity to consider. One of Jazzy's friends? J Windell knew the overcoat's overseer from several seasons ago. Somehow. He looked down at the rock that caused the righteous refraction. "That rock is yours now." He didn't say which one exactly. Just turned his face down a bit, knowing the proper choice would be made. |
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Another person drew near to the House. J Windell took in the look of that traveler, and the vice versa happened all the same. Familiar in a taller now way. That's how the world tends to work as seasons switch forward. He couldn't remember the name. Something in the wardrobe beguiled him. But his name was then called.
Too fancy for Nashville. Still some sort of singer. He nodded his head in the affirmative upon realizing his name was, in utterance, the whole of a question. When finished, his gaze cast downward and to the left. A certain stone sighted. "Yours, that one." --- Officer Brody showed up next. At least, that's what J Windell thought Brody's title was. No, he was the Sheriff. Somehow looked exactly the same in the eyes of the ginseng getter. Seasons don't change everything. Brody spoke of a cat. Spoke of standing as if he didn't notice the lock on the door immediately. Was that how he was back then? Not detail oriented? Or just acting that whilst being friendly? Was? Brody just happened to now be standing next to a well placed stone. One that somehow was complimentary in color to his footwear. J Windell just sort of waved the back of his hand downward. "Yours." --- J Windell heard Ezra before turning to give him a stare. Had to be Ezra, recognized the voice. The name of the state of Kentucky immediately had him thinking of a song he'd heard a few weeks ago. Fiddle player from that way recorded it years ago. Only a matter of time before someone else would record it again. It would be on the radio in a year, thought the radio repairman. He hoped of an uncommon wealth for the writer of that Farewell Song. Ezra noticed the lock. Said what everyone was thinking. She's gone. Gone meant different things to different people. To J Windell, it meant Granny Innes had just figured out a new way to listen to everyone at the House now, and the ones heading up the path this minute. He looked right at Ezra. "Yeah, about that." He thumbed over his shoulder. Several paces behind him, Henrietta loomed. Halfway between him and her was an absolutely perfect for creek skipping rock. No, it couldn't possibly be for harming the bird. It truly was a skipper's stone. The kind that every single person on the mountain would have wanted, at least for a moment, when they were young and amongst friends. --- One rock remained placed but now unbothered. Clearly meant for the next person to find the path once more, but unspoken of by the gatherer. |
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