Appearance: She used to be indistinguishable from any respectable governess. Or headmistress on travel - that was an easy story to tell. Never had any stray hair unpinned. Never slouched. Never slurped one's tea.
But creeping time and much smoke had begun to wrinkle her eyes and cheeks. Now she kept her face only somewhat painted. She'd allowed whimsical colors into her shawls. Perhaps most telling - more than preferring black currant - she lounged in her chair and, when sipping her tea, gazed
over the teacup at company! So very uncouth.
The propriety of implied station became less and less important the more she held onto those little idiosyncrasies of the people she'd lost along the way.
Personality: During the day, she was so very... pleasant. Knowledgeable of every recent gossip. Clever enough to dispense advice in the guise of lyrics and philosophers. Educated enough to make coffeehouse scholars red in the face. Poised enough to carry on unfettered. For those who knew to see it, she studied each passerby with shrewdness and pulled her shawl tightly about her as they went.
As the sun set, gone was the collective delusion of "goodly society", the pregnant setup to every punchline. For all the laughter and music of her dives, each of the lost souls who wandered in - whether giving or receiving pay - had a sadness about them. An emptiness. Some dark part of themselves locked away. Madame Darling found in each of them an opportunity for good. An opportunity to practice that kindness that the world so often made to be weakness. But if these poor folk were so easily helped, they wouldn't be in one of her tearooms past nine o' clock, would they?
Her constitution for drink and smoke was infamous, and combined with the allure of seeing what was assumed to be an upstanding lady of society let her hair down and laugh at one's profane jokes (and sometimes, under the guise of reading tarot), Madame Darling was able to pull secrets from both patron and employee alike. And she used these secrets to steer them to something better. A bit of respite. Maybe salvation was too much to want for them. Sometimes there was only a lesser evil.
She was an underbelly confessor and she only laughed at night.
What they didn't know was that for those nights she ended in sobriety, she cried herself to sleep in silence, unsure if she'd been able to save them.
Backstory: Father's hat shop went bankrupt. Mother died. Father remarried. Twice. Removed from kindergarten teaching due to licentious headmaster. Ejected from the nunnery due to an un-discussed public scandal. Got married to some faraway military something-or-other through a newspaper advertisement but found it... unsuitable... and decided to run away. Typical unsettled early life.
She sang and played the guitar for a traveling circus with dreams to join an orchestra, but by the end of the Great War, only made it as far as a sometimes-hostess of dive bars and,
ahem, evening tearooms. The soldiers and deserters and injured made for great stories and no shortage of desperation to quell. From across the addle-brained and moon-touched and those-in-permanent-reverie, Madame Darling gathered strange tales of pocket cults whispering about fragmented souls. Strange tales indeed, and over time, these tales overlapped one another. But with that time, she found her venues closed every few years, for over-extortion or land acquisitions or overzealous bobbies with political aspirations. It was difficult to tell how many goodbyes was too-many goodbyes, but eventually Madame Darling set out again, with a single luggage and a single guitar case in tow, and no particular destination.
Osros seemed as nowhere as anywhere; certainly, she hadn't intended to land here. Perhaps the Bureau saw her in a roadside inn, casually drawing out the hidden truths of fellow travelers at supper. Perhaps the Bureau saw her smuggle guidance through strangers' doubts and defenses and egos. Perhaps they heard her give direction to the innkeep's practices that suggested she could organize and make sense of the unknowns of the Archive.
Regardless of
why, she likely already saw the bureau agents before they approached, and read on their faces an
oddness in their desires.