Application - Iymtana
Name: Iymtana Platin (formerly Faen Tlabbar)
Race: Drow (Szarkai)
Alignment: Lawful Neutral
Class: College of Swords Bard
Family Rank: Adopted into House Platin about a century ago
Appearance:
Iymtana has been born as one of the rare szarkai drow, one of Lolth's "ghost spiders", an albino drow. With her skin the color of alabaster, her long hair white strands of silvery snow, and her eyes an eerie red, Iymtana is a peculiar sight to behold in any realm, making her difficult to recognize as a drow compared to just any other albino elf that would be sensitive to the sunlight as well. These are the traits that make the szarkai such a valuable resource for the drow as spies on the surface, and Iymtana in particular makes a good case for not sticking out among the surface elves as she is surprisingly tall for a drow at about a six-foot height. As is common for an elf, albeit being tall her physique is more on the lean side, built with a graceful frailty, and Iymtana in particular is quite remarkable due to the supreme poise and litheness of a dancer that she possesses. The female drow is commonly surrounded by a distant air of coolness that belies her faithful ability to care, and although part of her countenance is due to her upbringing which came with an emphasis on cruelty and patience, Iymtana's natural beauty also comes with an ever-present shadow of sadness. Otherwise she carries herself with the natural elegance of drow nobility, and only away from Lolthite society does she paint her face in an almost ritualistic manner. For those who know, they are a mark of her ever-lasting sorrow.
Background:
Iymtana was born as nobility into House Faen Tlabbar, birthed as the pride of her cold-hearted mother Xalia Faen Tlabbar who is a cunning priestess of the house known to be one of the most fanatical within Menzoberanzan, their altars to Lolth warm with the blood of their enemies and slaves alike. Xalia counted herself exceptionally blessed by the mad goddess to conceive a szarkai female, and while it didn't earn Iymtana her mother's love, so was she at least coveted for the prestige and the future opportunities within the deadly politics of Menzoberanzan that a szarkai could bring Xalia, earning Iymtana more attention from her mother than most other noble-born girls received. Iymtana never learned to lament such a cut-throat relationship. She was raised as drow nobility in the image of Lolth through and through.
Just as was appropriate for her station, Iymtana was naturally enrolled within Arach-Tinilith on her slow ascent as an asset to the Faen Tlabbars and her mother. Iymtana had always shown herself promising in all the bad ways that were of value in the Lolthite society. From her youth she grew to be a natural liar and schemer, with exceptional skill with a blade, deadly and remorseless, a sense for art as much as torture and the creativity to enjoy them in parallel. Xalia showed enough of a presence and oversight of her daughter's education to ensure that Iymtana developed a splendid cruelty, finding further strength in subtlety and betrayal. Despite her hobby of swordplay, Iymtana grew keen to stay removed from the boorishness of direct confrontation, rather lying in wait as schemes came to fruition and the lives of any enemies were lost to other hands.
In all of this, Iymtana strived. She thought her life blessed by Lolth, just as the rest of her jealous house did. Until Arach-Tinilith taught her that she wasn't all that. The teachings of Lolth in the sadistic way in which she was subjected to them broke her mind, yet such was a secret she did well to keep. The priestess who had gone too far in teaching the rising szarkai was never punished for ruining Iymtana in far too imaginative ways to explain, but from that time the young noble could not withstand any amount of stress without fainting. It was a weakness spelling almost certain death. In the beginning Iymtana managed to keep her insufficiency a secret, yet she knew that she was living on borrowed time. Lolth had no use for broken tools. And her mother or House Faen Tlabbar didn't either. But for Iymtana, it was just as well. It needn't be her in the fray. She hoped she would survive as long as subtlety could keep her safe. Or at least this was her desperate hope at the time.
Life at the top of Menzoberanzan was not nearly that merciful. Though she didn't accept it at the time, the frailty that her teacher had created within her mind had marked her for death. Iymtana was not the sole schemer capable to bring her enemies to an untimely death by far. Such was the art of those favored by Lolth. Even within her own house, those seeking the szarkai's death would find a way. And on one fateful day, they would have succeeded if not for Kyorlin, no further name. Kyorlin at the time had been known to Iymtana as quite the exceptional drow male. Handsome, quite a bit more intelligent than was tasteful, but to that point reliable in various deadly ways that her own mother had put her under advisement to make use of at times. On that day, if not for Kyorlin's coincidental proximity, the exotic snake which had been imported from the surface by one of Iymtana's younger sisters and smuggled into her room would have spelled her end. But due to the male drow's presence, when Iymtana regained consciousness she was still alive. And thus the turning point for the szarkai began.
While Iymtana didn't know all of it in the beginning, when she chose to allow Kyorlin to live despite him knowing about the weakness in her mind in exchange for making continued use of his protection, the male drow had a lot more to him than even the Matron Mother of the Faen Tlabbars could tell. Almost zealous in his worship of Vhaeraun, the male was even more cunning than he had ever let shine through to any of the noblewomen who dictated his fate. There was great talent in him, and a far-reaching understanding of how despite being worthless in the eyes of Lolth he could still make his way. Kyorlin saving Iymtana's life had also been far less coincidental than he had told her at first. And yet, far from what even he could foresee, this was how it all began. When Iymtana took Kyorlin as a consort, it was cold, calculated rationality that had her opt out of the alternative of conspiring for his life. More than just his blade behind her back, their abilities and weaknesses truly complemented each other well. As well, as a szarkai for her mother's sake she had been long surface-bound, and Kyorlin had done many missions for House Faen Tlabbar there. It was practical. It was smart. Iymtana had never thought to find more than a pet in a male. In this, the broken szarkai's imagination failed her as fate took her by the hand.
The thick of their tale is best to be summarized for now. They grew ever closer as they kept profiting from each other. Many drow who weren't them died while they lived. They went and stayed at the surface together, achieving gains for House Faen Tlabbar. Schemes against others were hatched, and schemes against them were successfully quelled. Albeit being marked for death by the lack within herself, Iymtana lived with Kyorlin keeping her well. He truly was an impressive male. When she learned of his closeness to Vhaeraun, what had she been supposed to say? That it was funny? Pitiable ambitions? A source of his strength? All worship not directed at Lolth was worth a trip to the altar, yet which church was the one that had broken her mind and crippled the ambitions of her youth? Had Kyorlin shared his heresy with her because he believe she wouldn't sacrifice him for self-gain? Again Iymtana chose to keep him instead. It was all a chain of many, many events through which they grew and stayed. Neither of them remained the same as they had been. Neither of them intended what most other drows never had. Yet this was how their unlikely love began.
Ignorant of what they were becoming to each other at first, both Iymtana and Kyorlin slowly learned. The cold szarkai soon knew of the Masked God of Night, a god to the drow who cared. The oppressed genius born with the wrong gender to achieve political relevance soon knew a mistress who neither exploited nor mistreated him. Although ugly and twisted by an outside perspective, the pair of drows twisted into each other in a unique and mysterious way. When the rest of her house looked at Iymtana's seeming infatuation with a male, they frowned but let her have her way. To them, Kyorlin was another possible weakness to exploit. Most who acted on that notion learned of their mistake too late. Their love wasn't beautiful in either their or our ways. But to them, it eventually came to mean their life's worth. And through this Iymtana was doomed for despair.
Xalia, Iymtana's mother, had long seen no reason to complain about her daughter's contributions to her own political success. The szarkai seemed to have gained a bit of a disturbing reliance on Kyorlin during their surface work, but at least he was capable in a way that wouldn't cost Xalia or bring the house shame. And yet, when Xalia's sister began to take an interest in the handsome genius as well, Iymtana's mother saw no self-gain in moving to interfere. If she had, maybe things would have come differently for their house and the two drows in love. But one connection would soon fatefully end. There was no practical way for Iymtana to oppose her aunt, and Kyorlin had no rights. He was just as likely to be tortured and killed as he was to be stolen from her. Yet even with a broken mind, the szarkai wouldn't sit helplessly on her hands. With each further day of her aunt doing as she pleased and neither Iymtana nor Kyorlin rebelling, the nearly obsessed albino drow sought a way out, for herself and her man. Neither of them was frail enough that they couldn't endure their current state, but why should it be what Iymtana would accept if it wasn't what she wanted? She had been raised to have her way when she could. She just had to make the right preparations first.
Moving carefully for months without her aunt growing bored and Iymtana growing in fear for what it could mean, she fortuitously managed to find those who would help. Curiously they were of a lower noble house, a secretive bunch under their shrewd matron Lady Platin. They didn't seem to trust her, but somehow they had caught on to her plight and they offered what she had sought. Protection. Relative safety from revenge or persecution. Ironically, they offered to return Iymtana her one true love. All Kyorlin had to do was to agree and abscond with her. It did not take more than making the request for the follower of Vhaeraun to agree. Not but a week later, the wrath of House Faen Tlabbar had been wreaked, and Iymtana Platin was adopted into her new home. Was a bunch of Eilistraee worshippers what the szarkai had wished to turn to compared to her previously privileged life? Of course not. But Kyorlin said all would be well. His word seemed to hold more worth to Iymtana than her mother's or that of Lolth. And so they stayed at House Platin.
It was about a few decades since Iymtana had been adopted in the strangeness that was House Platin, a loving family where members of all races, male or female were equal. Iymtana had been raised under Lolth's jealous gaze, but even she could change. And while House Platin was a mere necessity at first, it become even more so a few decades in. It had taken years for Iymtana to adapt to the truth that the members of House Platin didn't scheme for her death. Eilistraee sounded even more frivolous than Vhaeraun, but eventually Iymtana admitted to herself that it was an improvement to Lolth. When she and Kyorlin performed the Love-Binding ritual together, it meant a lot to her. Maybe it was frivolous and it invited weakness, but Iymtana had been broken before. Here the pressure of having to endure and scheme for the mere purpose of survival had been taken off. The expectations that an unloving drow like her mother could place on her wouldn't reach the szarkai here. Even the idea of aiding other drow and returning them to the surface didn't sound so bad. The Dark Maiden was a goddess of melody, dance, and the sword, all disciplines which Iymtana genuinely enjoyed. What did she have to trade in for this life? Torture and political success had grown stale long ago when being with Kyorlin was just that much of a better bargain. Maybe not hurting others suited Iymtana more. Maybe Eilistraee wasn't such a foolish goddess after all. Her husband had shown her Vhaeraun merits before, but the Dark Maiden seemed to be acceptable as well. Kyorlin and Iymtana stayed and both came around. Iymtana grew glad.
It was as if the szarkai had always been doomed to suffer in return for this opportunity at redemption. As fate would have it, years after Iymtana had accepted Lady Platin's helping hand, her life was overturned again. In House Platin, Iymtana didn't need a shadow to survive. Her husband could be his own man and shine, and he was encouraged to do so. He really was an excellent male, showing Iymtana with each day, even on bad ones, that this had been the right choice. Of course he would use his talent to now aid their great benefactors in their cause, it wasn't anything outside of his means. Iymtana would stay behind, honing her arts as she patiently waited for Kyorlin to return. Until one day he didn't. The broken szarkai fainted when she got the news of his death. If not for the presence and care of House Platin, this loss would have surely killed Iymtana as well. It was irrecoverable for her. At least one half of what she had shaped herself into across many decades of her life was simply ripped out and shattered on the floor. If Iymtana thought she had known despair before, she learned that there could always be more. It was only due to Eilistraee in her life that the heartbroken widow came out alive on the other end. And yet again, she was not the same.
House Platin had no fault in the death of Iymtana's husband. Not truly. In the end, it was all Lolth. For long years, the szarkai was a mere shadow of her former self, the name ghost spider earning a tragic new interpretation as she was a mere ghost now as well. The grieving widow lost herself in her sorrow, and then in what few of the things that still kept her alive. Kyorlin had been her one true love, a thing that she hadn't been supposed to have. She wasn't sure that she wanted to be a new self without him. So for a long time, she just held on. Holding on to the memory, to what her husband had left her. Ideas. Vhaeraun wasn't for Iymtana, but maybe his sister was. House Platin. Both Kyorlin and Iymtana had been happy to have arrived there. Her own mother had always seen the szarkai's purpose on the surface, but only for the drows' scrupulous self-gain. For the sake of Menzoberanzan. For the amusement and profit of a mad goddess. Iymtana would spit on Lolth. And she would spit on what she herself had been raised to become before making her choice, her evil progenitors condemning her to an early death, only instead she now had to live a life of irrevocable loss.
But a life on the surface for drow didn't sound so bad. When Lady Platin called upon her family and decreed that a colony would be found, Iymtana was one of those who volunteered without hesitation. Kyorlin had been gone for a good few years, but in his absence she had earned House Platin's trust. And in return, Iymtana had found the last ambition that her husband had left to her, finding it in House Platin's cause as well as those sentiments of the Dark Maiden that were now echoing in her heart and overwriting the venom that Lolth had bred. Silversheen was so nice of a dream. And that's how Iymtana spent the last few years before the Underdark would call upon her again. The widowed szarkai's sorrow had yet not left her soul, and maybe it never would. But House Platin deserved her aid. If not them and the Dark Maiden's cause, what else? And so Iymtana went. Back where those who would aim for her life awaited her once again. Was her own existence the heresy or was it theirs?
The Player: We've played together very briefly during Outplay. I recall that I liked your character concept of a troll shaman a lot. Besides that, I would really like to participate in this game because it looks like it will shape to become a very involved story, and both the setting and premise hold such promise. I have yet to drop from a game prematurely since I joined RPGX. So for now I don't see what would make me quit once I've joined this game. Oh, and now that she exists, I really want to learn how Iymtana's story continues. I really hope that she'll make it into the game.
Last edited by Mindsiege; Jan 12th, 2023 at 05:57 AM .