"Thank you for seeing me, Madam Magda."
The light of the single sputtering candle inside the
Vistani wagonvardo was so poor that Vasili wondered how the old woman before him would be able to see the cards of the tarokka deck she was holding in her wrinkled hands. Still, all the Vistani he had encountered after the… incident had spoken very highly of her. She was famous for having a Sight that could penetrate any obstacle, including the mists of the past and the future, and she had been leading this particular Vistani tribe as
the leader of a Vistani tribeRauni for over half a century now. If anyone had any answers for him, it would be this old woman.
"You smell of blood." The woman’s voice reminded Vasili of the creaking of old wood.
"Some of it yours, most of it belonging to others. Is that not so?"
The man nodded silently. The Raunie spoke truly. He was covered in blood, the blood of innocents.
Madam Magda, I…
The woman raised her almost skeletal hand and Vasili immediately fell silent.
"You have not come here to speak, a friend of the VistaniGiogoto. You have come to listen. So, listen."
Even the most famous Vistani
male leader, second to the Raunicaptains would have been reluctant to question the words of a Raunie. For Vasili, a man without Vistani blood in his veins, such a thing was inconceivable. Besides, Madam Magda was right. He had come to her for answers, not to offer excuses.
Without even looking at the deck of cards, her fingers, still incredibly nimble despite their age, chose a card and placed it upon the wooden table between herself and Vasili.
The Philanthropist
"Your real life begins with this one, a man with a kind heart. A father to you, though you do not share his blood. A mentor. A kindred spirit. You have the same soul, yes? It used to laugh all night long, but now it knows only to weep."
Vasili bit his lips to keep back the tears that threatened to overwhelm him. She was right of course. Mariusz had been more than a father to him. He had been everything, his entire world. It was this kind-hearted Vistana who had first become aware of a neglected five-year-old in Barovia and offered to buy him from his mother, a barmaid who had seen greater value in the pouch full of jingling coins she received than the hungry mouth she was forced to feed. It was Mariusz who had brought the child back to his traveling band, naming him Vasili and calling him his son. He had taught him how to live like a Vistana and the proper way to play the viol. He called it his “soul” and Vasili still had it in his possession, his father’s final gift to him…
The fortune teller did not wait for confirmation. She needed none. Another card was drawn and placed before the grieving man.
The Despot
"This is the one you perceived as your enemy. A cruel man, but he had his reasons, reasons you were unaware of. You tricked this man, but in doing so you tricked yourself."
This time Vasili nodded. This time it was anger that moved his heart, not sorrow. Burgomaster Andreji was a man of absolutes, a man feared by all who lived under his “protection”. He was a man who had been keeping his young daughter locked inside his cellar for most of her life, a tiny window protected by thick iron bars, the only thing that allowed her a glimpse of the world outside.
At first it was only curiosity that led him to her. Vasili was intrigued by the story of the Burgomaster and his captive daughter and wanted to learn more so that he could write a song about them. His father had warned him not to dig too deeply in the affairs of others for one never knew what they would uncover, but he hadn’t paid any attention. He had waited for her to appear before her tiny window to see the sun rise and had not been able to believe his eyes. Irena was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. And soon he realized that she was also the kindest. She did not even blame her father for keeping her away from the world like that.
"He must have his reasons", she claimed and Vasili felt the blood boil in his veins.
This was an injustice that could not stand. But he couldn’t right such a great wrong by himself. He needed help from the people who had taken him in, people who did not refuse him even though they knew that to do so was to cause them trouble. As the whole village danced to the music of the Vistani, celebrating the marriage of a local farmer to his chosen bride, Vasili sneaked inside the Burgomaster’s house and freed his own sweetheart, taking her away from her dark prison. By the time Andreji and the villagers realized what had happened, too drunk by flowing beer and strong wine, the Vistani and the girl had been long gone.
Madam Magda looked at the man before her, her rheumy eyes piercing his soul.
She knows. She sees everything, everything!
Without a word a third card was placed next to the other two, concluding Vasili’s story.
The Beast
All color left the man’s face and he let out a gasp of surprise. He had been around fortune-telling Vistani his whole life, but Madam Magda’s skill seemed to be without equal.
"Ah…", she said, understanding lighting her entire visage.
"Not all beasts are horrible, yes? Some are pretty. Some are as gentle as doves. But their true nature cannot be denied. They have claws and fangs and they use them to deal death to all around them, even their friends, even their lovers."
Had Irena been a beast? No! - and yes. At first the girl had been so thankful to be freed, so happy that she was allowed to sit next to the bonfire and listen to the jokes and songs of the Vistani. She was not part of the tribe of course, she could never be that. Vasili understood this. But he was prepared to leave his family in order to start a new life with her.
His father was sad, but he too understood. Though he loved his adopted son with all his heart, there was no bond of blood between them. Vasili had been born a
non-VistaniGiorgio and that was the life he would choose. It was inevitable. That did not mean that he would do so without the tribe’s blessing or a parting gift from him, the most precious gift Mariusz could offer.
Was it the excitement Irena felt for starting a new life with her beloved? Was it the moon that was full in the sky, looking down uncaringly on the people of the land of mists, tiny and insignificant like ants? As the two came together as man and wife something woke inside her, something terrible, hungry for flesh and blood. Vasili was the first to fall, his throat and chest torn open by monstrous claws. Then Mariusz, who ran to see what was wrong with the young couple. Then the entire tribe. Not one soul remained alive, all falling before the werebeast’s insane fury.
But this was not the end. For some reason Vasili was spared. He was given a second chance. As he came out of the vardo, his clothes still torn to shreds, he saw his Irena naked and covered in the blood of others, surrounded by a multitude of bodies that had once been people, weeping silently next to the smoking bonfire, her throat too raw from cursing herself for what she had done.
He tried to comfort her as best as he could. He promised her that together they would find a way to end her curse. Irena was not listening, however. Though still alive, her eyes were completely empty, her innocence having died along with her victims. When Vasili finally finished digging enough graves for all of his loved ones and returned to Irena, he found her hanging from a tree, her slender body resembling a pale, rotten fruit of death.
She had found a way to end her curse on her own.
Vasili’s tears flowed uncontrollably now and he was sobbing like a child before the old woman in the dark vardo that smelled of incense and old leather.
"Much blood, yes, many, many souls."
If Vasili’s sad tale had shocked Madam Magda, she didn’t show it. Few things could still surprise her in her old age. She had seen almost all and had shed tears enough to fill a lake. It was the curse and privilege of her long years.
"I still sense them around you, inside you. They are still there, no? They talk to you, like they did. They are a part of you. Do you seek to silence them?"
Vasili looked at her through tears that clouded his eyes.
"Yes! No... I seek atonement."
The woman made a grimace that was difficult to interpret. Was it sympathy? Disgust? Something else? It did not matter. She would speak the truth as she always did.
"Death will silence them soon enough. Not theirs, yours. You feel it too, no? Each breath you take is numbered. When you draw your last one they will be at peace. But not you, Vasili Thrice-Born. Your first life was given to you by chance. Your second by kindness. Your third to serve a purpose. Serve and wash yourself clean of your sins. A life lost is only repaid with a life saved. There is no other way."
Vasili wiped his tears. They would not serve him now. He had to be strong to walk the path that was destined for him. It was
Vistani karmaRema - no one could escape it. But before he embarked on his long journey, he had a final question for Madam Magda.
"What about Irena? I do not hear her voice. Is she at peace?"
The old woman shook her head. How could she have been granted peace after what she had done?
"Her soul flutters around you like a wounded bird. Call her and she will come."
Vasili bowed his head in gratitude and tried to take hold of one of the old woman’s hands to kiss it, but she pulled it away as if afraid to have it sullied.
"Do not thank me, for I have not given you good news. You are dead, outcast VistaniMortu, you realize that? You will not live again, Thrice-Born. This will be your final life. Make the most of it."